SLIGHTLY ODWAY...

ahh man i'm so slow... sitting here, clicking the same link over and over again to register for this worship leading conference that chris ives and i are going to on friday and saturday, and it turns out that all i needed to do was scroll down. hmmmm another blonde moment for lauren. much funnies...
one day i'm going to get my own bank card. yes, that would be a smart thing to do. i feel so stupid asking for dad's. and man i hate being broke. in some ways it's good, coz it means i don't spend money on me. but man it can just be annoying. my car just chews up everything. ah, one day i might actually get a proper job, but for the moment i can't coz of hsc and way too many other commitments. i'd like to get a real job one day. accounting will be fun hopefully. after hsc i'll go work in a bank, then probably go to uni and study financial accounting and then do some work experience during that time and eventually get the degree or whatever and go find a job as a bona fide accountant, where i can have my own little desk and computer and phone and funny boss who lets me have a bonus at the end of each week (ha!) and that's about it... sounds easy enough, but no. much work involved. maybe i should make one of those goal plans (like that new chick on mccleod's daughters). no, too planned. i love living with no real plan. i don't want to be tied down so much that i won't ever be able to travel one day when i get around to it (probably to england - seems the popular thing to do...)
i think i might work out how register tomorrow when i'm not half asleep... no, i probably should just do it now, and then it's done and i wont have any excuse tomorrow to stop me from doing my biology assignment...
God is so good! i could really elaborate on that, but i won't. He just is. no matter how you look at it, you can't deny it. sure, there are some true toughies (man do i know it), but there will always be those beautiful moments when you can just sit back and go "yeh, He's awesome"...
nic and kaz (sisters) were baggin me out th'sarvo about how i always say "awesome". well i'm glad it's a word like awesome, rather than some incriminating or hurtful or inappropriate profanity. but it's true - i do say it alot hey. talking to chris on the phone tonight and i counted four "awesome"s. hmmmm, maybe i should think up some awesome word with similar meaning to awesome, but different to awesome.
how about astounding - mmmm, that could sound rather brittish.
fascinating - yeh, too sherlock holmes-ish.
marvellous - cricket commentary.
splendid - brittish again...
maybe it'll have to be something really ocker like snaz...
ok so snaz is the word of the moment. i'll give it a go tomorrow at school. no today...
just to recap what i was saying - God is snaz... does that work? doesn't have the same ring to it - makes him sound like a cheap plastic whistle you could pick up from the 2 dollar shop. ok so i'll have to work on it...
and i've decided that elipses (these -> ... <- things) are snaz too... and heaters...