SLIGHTLY ODWAY...

you know when you finally have a second to yourself where you get to think about all the things that have happened over the last few days and you realise that you had been the biggest loser??? looking back at the past 40 hrs and there are some incredibly random, stupid things i've done and said. and it's only now after a few decent hrs of sleep that i've come back to reality and realised that i'm an idiot!
like the stupid things that i bring up in conversations with people i'm trying to gain some respect from... and the irresponsible things i've supported... and the lack of responsibility i've shown full-stop.
'operation miriam' on thursday was brill - half the yr 12s swapped skirts/pants, and because we were all still in 'full school uniform', uniform infrigements were pointless. thursday was great coz we pretty much either wagged class or had class parties (depending on which teachers we had). for my almost perfect record of never wagging a class in my whole life, i made up for it on thursday quite nicely. the most satisfying class was definitely english though. yay! and what made it even better was the fact that we just played handball - a game of no point, just hit the ball and move up/down concrete squares. and that in itself was perfect, coz man did it bring back the stupid childhood memories of yesteryear. yay for the terrey hills crew being the best by far - none of these belrosian pansies could ever compare...
on thursday arvo courty, sally, beck and i trecked to the mall to get our outfits for slaveday. beck, sal and courty had signatures and messages all over their school shirts and i was still wearing the guys uniform, so that made it quite amusing. some random drew a not-so-amusing picture on beck's shirt though. but we bumped into some guys from our school who were looking for their costumes too, so we gave them a hand in buying ladies' underwear (don't ask)...
thursday night went to a bar in the city with chris and his folks to see a family friend play. his band was pretty cool and i had fun. but man, there was this shocking barry white kinda music going on while bands weren't playing. how can people buy those kinda cd's, let alone listen to 'em? appalling... but hey, it was still a fabulous night out i must say.
to courty's i went in the morning, the morning, the morning. to courty's i went in the morning, and oh what fun we did have. getting dressed up like little bees was great fun. we (beck, courty, sally and i) looked fantastic i must say. i was very impressed by our efforts. and we sold for the most out of all the yr 12s and there were only 4 of us! praise the Lord! and we didn't have to show flesh like everyone else - there were a ton of tiny skirts, tiny tops, high-heels, g-strings and cross-dressing prostitutes - quite indecent i must say... but the kids that bought us were tops! i had fun, even though they didn't really get me to do anything for them.
then back to courty's to get ready for the luncheon, which was so bizaar - while all the other girls bawled and wailed, i sat there with dry eyes - it definitely hasn't sunk in that it's all over, that these 13 yrs of schooling have finally ended, that we'll all split up and go our separate ways, that it's all just memories and photos and there's nothing more to come from here. sure there's the formal and exams and random social events, but they're all too random - all routine is shot. i didn't even savour my last signing in moment coz it didn't occur to me at the time that i'd never have to sign in for a 7:30am class ever again...
after luncheon, back to courty's again and then to church and delivering letters and EBN flyers to triple G kids and then to church again. then to the shops and back to courty's, where we watched "something's gotta give" and ate a whole pack of chips each and then this fantastic dinner that mr mccloud made. a group of school friends came over and joined courty and i, and so we looked at photos and played "nightmare" (eek!). then home i went to find that nic had moved out and there was a que for the bathroom so i grabbed my toothbrush and went to bed smelly...
oh man yesterday was hectic, and now i've finished school forever! never again shall i bludge through a biology class, laugh through a pd class, joke through a chemistry lesson, escape from a music 1 class to join the music 2's in another room, argue through a english classor sing/giggle/chatter through a maths lesson... it's all done, caput, finito!