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...hectic as buggery-bop...

Friday, January 28

i'm not sure if i enjoy blogging that much anymore. t'was the biggest novelty for a while there hey. maybe it's that we just get all blogged-out...
or bogged-down in our own busy-ness...
we're just blogged-down...

anyway, i now have a sure direction of what this year shall involve. this morning i got into Christian City Church School of Creative Arts (the vocals and worship leading course), so that's great.
and now i can work out how to best use the rest of my time. and i dont have to worry about the fact that i didn't change my uni preferences to apply for suitable courses (coz i was too lazy to get my act together), which is fantastic coz i didn't really want to go to uni anyway.
i like being extremely busy, coz you get to enjoy those days of doing nothing at home so much more. and it's almost a relief when people bail on you, coz you get to catch up on sleep, emails, reading, guitaring, writing, phoning people, organising more outtings...
i went and bought myself another diary the other day. it's much better, even though there isn't much space to write. and th'smorning i spent time filling it in and i'm feeling quite organised in that area at the moment.
organised is exciting when you know that there could be a massive mess everywhere, but then you've kinda kept a bit on top of it and you get this satisfied feeling. it's good

this weekend is an ernie leader's retreat. it's amusing using the word retreat, coz it makes it sound like we're verging on the edge of defeat and must run away to save ourselves. but maybe it also has that noble impliance that we've been on the forefront of battle, fighting against attacks from satan to protect and nurture the youth. anyway, it should be fun. it feels a bit randomly spontanious, but that's ok.
i'm intrigued to see where God is leading the young people in our church, and i'm excited to be part of that - encouraging, supporting and spirring 'em on.

you know what, it really doesn't feel like 4:30pm. i think i better go get ready sometime soon. i got a ton to do before i go away...