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Thursday, February 24

i have issues!!!

it's been a little joke with Stephen Morse that we both have 'issues'... well i've been realising that i actually do have unresolved issues going on that are hazardous...

so i want to apologise to everyone in the blogging world in general to start my season of confession.
there have been many times that i've written stuff in my blog for sympathy, etc. i wanna stop doing that ok.
also many of my posts are bitter and twisted. i'm sick of complaining. you know, it's actually a sin to complain (see Philippians 2:14).

there are many people that i may have been a negative influencial character/contributor, and i want to say sorry for the stupid and selfish things i have said they may have offended and hurt people.


this is not a negative post, it could actually be quite a liberating and healthy message. Praise God that He's put this on my heart and wants me to get down and dirty to fix the mess i've made. it's good.

Reading over some notes that i took today in my "leadership and faith" lecture today, i found an interesting little points i'd written:
"Demons are like the bugs under the floorboards - they're happy as long as there's no light. When you expose a trouble in your heart, you're ripping up a floorboard, revealing light onto those demons as they scurry away"...
the word 'demons' was actually referring to sin at the time, so it really spoke to me for where i am right now.