SLIGHTLY ODWAY...

ok
tonight has been slightly productive by the fact that i've done half of my to-do list, including calling a vast array of people (although only being able to get a hold of half) and organising ernie jnr girls small groups. i realise that this aint really that good, but considering my brain being fried, scramble and poached (however you like your eggs...), i still did alright for myself.

you know that saying "be careful what you wish for..." well i think that's a stupid but quite true saying. you pray for something, but God finds great enjoyment and amusement in answering those prayers in one sense, but absolutely different from what you really wanted to see happen... so many of my prayers of late have had that effect. but in that, i know that it's for the best and will eventuate to something better than i was prepared to settle for.
and i hate being so discrete in this sense, but it's for the best too.

but at least it's teaching me patience, obedience and slowly humility too.

today i realised two things (well i'm sure there were tons of other things too, but i can only think of two right now...):
1. people at my college are different from me. noone wants to jest or be silly. everyone wants to be mature and yeh. today i wanted to play, but noone would be my playmate...
2. i think i need glasses/specs. i'm going fuzzy-eyed way too often.

also, 3. north rocks is a long way away at 6am in the morning, and it's not possible to get back to oxford falls within 2 hrs in tuesday morning traffic...

ok it's been a long and cringeing day, so far-the-well and good night!